The Free Will 《縱慾》

上一場的Woody Allen招式用老，令人昏昏欲睡，周圍還有許多幽默感過人的觀影民眾不時在奇怪的地方狂笑( comment - J : I rather look like Woody Allen than have a sense of humor like Woody Allen. D : I like a Woody Allen film,without Woody Allen. )，整部片的成份分析如下 :

Scarlett Johansson的騷勁 : 88.92%
Hugh Jackman的帥氣 : 7.13%
看似慧詰卻搔不到癢處的對白 : 2.3%
Woody Allen的可愛眼睛 : 1.65%


綜合以上元素，這部金馬影展讓我最失望的片不費吹灰之力的把我打得抬不起頭來，心灰意冷走出新光影城，此刻的我一點也想不到接下來的德國電影The Free Will會是近年來看過最raw的電影......

影片以男主角Theo一種不尋常的憤怒之後強暴了一個單車女孩開頭，Theo被逮補並在監獄的九年時間裡接受了各種治療。獲得假釋之後Theo得以待在與其他假釋犯人集中管理的住所中展開他的新生活。劇情推展至此開始以極為高明的節奏側寫Theo身體裡難以壓抑的衝動，以由快至慢的速度鋪陳一次又一次的誘惑，一次又一次的壓抑( 這個段落順便誤導，嘲諷，質疑了所謂社會大眾對於性犯罪者的預設立場 )。尾隨一名女子潛入住家卻即時收手以及女主角Netti ( 有著一樣扭曲特徵的女孩，不知為何她的臉孔在第一時間讓我聯想到Picasso的畫作 ) 的出現讓人誤以為Theo可以擺脫這樣的痛苦輪迴。然而Theo卻在一個Netti參加聚餐的場景之後再度快速失控犯下罪行。

接下來步調被放慢，用沉重緩慢的氛圍來表達自我墮落和愛的追尋，堆疊引導出故事終了前女主角演得最好的一幕( 男主角則是從頭到尾都無可挑剔 )。

播畢觀眾閃得令人驚訝的快，Q&A問題問得令人驚訝的蠢，原本還沉浸在故事情節中的我頓時被拉回現實，在閃出大門的同時這部160分鐘的電影好像沒有讓我抱怨新光的座位太小很難坐......

帶著想要探討敘述某些景況的假象，赤裸情緒連番上陣建構描繪原生十字的形體。如果有機會再看一次，我想我會像面對著B級血腥恐怖片的小女生一樣吧，好奇地從指縫中窺視，卻又覺得不忍......

James Holden - At The Controls

上一次這種能量從脊椎直衝腦門裡還鑽來鑽去的感覺是啥時的事了?
如果你喜歡James Holden世紀初紅透半邊天，
還被Tiesto點名年度愛歌的名曲Nothing，
你不一定會喜歡這個。

但是點個名吧:
Plastikman,Death In Vegas,Aphex Twin,Trans AM,Ego Express,
Massive Attack vs Mad Professor,etc..
一張由dub,minimal,prog,electro甚至indie拼湊而成的音樂地圖讓你有迷失的好理由。

真是天才啊，
一手搞出最高品質芭樂歌曲，另一手用這樣diverse的dj set讓你羞愧於自己低下的品味......
看看他的網站，再看看他的訪問，
提到Geek-Toy-Love還真是令人會心一笑又差點流淚

score:+1 dbFS
digital Music with an analouge heart

Kirsty Hawshaw - Fine Day(James Holden remix)

tonight..
fine night tonight
fine night tonight

it's going to be a fine night tonight
it's going to be a fine night tonight

it's a fine day,
people open windows.
they leave the houses,
just for a short while.

it's a fine day,
people open windows.
they leave the houses,
just for a short while.

it's going to be a fine night tonight
it's going to be a fine day tomorrow
it's going to be a fine night tonight
it's going to be a fine day tomorrow

it's a fine day,
people open windows.
they leave the houses,
just for a short while.

they walk by the grass
they look at the sky
they walk by the grass
and they look at the grass
they look at the sky

it's going to be a fine night tonight
it's going to be a fine day tomorrow
it's going to be a fine night tonight
it's going to be a fine day tomorrow

look at the sky
look at the sky
look at the sky
it's going to be a fine night tonight
it's going to be a fine day tomorrow



僅以這首歌獻給我將在數天後步入禮堂的妹妹,
everlasting love and happiness

Malcolm Middleton - Solemn Thirsty

You go your way and I’ll go mine
I’ll try to meet you in a better life
We should meet up at the end of time
Get a beer and a cigarette for Auld Lang Syne

Was it just a dream? All those people
None of this is real
A kingdom for a fool animals on a wheel
I’m a king in my head a cripple in the world
How do I wrap this up and give it to that girl?
My gift to you, I’m gonna be a better person
I stare at you with a vague and immense longing
Try to save yourself while you’re still alive
Don’t deny yourself of your right to thrive
Solemn Thirsty, born on Thursday, got pished Saturday, fucked up Sunday
Took ill Wednesday, died on Thursday
There’s no better man than Solemn Thirsty

And I try to stay on, so I keep coming back

The Other Side

光明卻又拌雜著深不見底的絕望
遇見這樣極具象徵
足以反映一切及其外一切的事物
總是叫你了解到能有多美好的同時宣判這樣極端的不可能性

追吧
只是會發現
到頭來
一切都在彼端

When it's broken through
I will comfort you
When I wake my tongue is tied
Daylight brings the great divide
Weeping like the rain
Whispering your name
Long to be reunified
Believe the sun will rise
When I reach the line
I will see you on the other side


When it's broken through
I will comfort you
When I wake my tongue is tied
Daylight brings the great divide
Speeding City lights
Leavening weak tonight
Oh I miss your warmth inside
Stars come back to shine
Across the waterline
I can feel you on the other side

Weeping like the rain
Whispering your name
Long to be reunified
Believe the sun will rise
When I reach the line
I will see you on the other side

See you on the other side
When I closed my eyes

See you on the other side
When I closed my eyes

See you on the other side
When I closed my eyes

See you on the other side
When I closed my eyes
and I reached the lights

Muse - Unintended

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love


I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before


First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love


I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before


I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before


Before you

Will You Smile Again(For Me)?

Will You Smile Again? by ...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Daed


















Close the door and drift away
Into a sea of uncertainty
Where all your hopes and dreams
Have faded out of reach.
Remember all the bad dreams
Are not far from reality
Would you write again for me?

(let me whisper something in your ear)

And you awake and there you are
Not far off from the line before
And just how long did it take for you to understand
Where your feelings stopped and writing began
Convince yourself to take control
Play to the hilt this unlikely role.

Remember all the bad dreams
Are not far from reality
Will you write again for me?
And who bade you stop this living art?
Have you forgotten just what you are?
If you don't want to then you could at least pretend
That the paper's your soul and your blood's in the pen
And maybe then you'd see the light
And read the truth that you had to write.

If heaven sent you downstream
Where banished eyes haven't been
Would you smile again for me?
You misread your fate line
Had long run out of time
Would you write again for me?

And you awake and there you are
Not far off from the line before
And just how long did it take for you to understand
Where your feelings stopped and writing began
Convince yourself to take control
Play to the hilt this unlikely role.

If heaven sent you downstream
Where banished eyes haven't been
Would you smile again for me?